I called his name, but I guess he didn't hear me.

For as much as I see him, you'd think I get to spend time with him.

I miss having a boyfriend that takes the time to make me feel pretty. It's not that he's not a good boyfriend. He is, and I love him. I just wish he'd see me when he looked at me. All we've been doing is fighting, lately. Anytime I try to bring up a sensitive subject, he gets that tone to his voice and acts offended. He wasn't like this when we did blow together. We could talk about anything, and we usually did. I know a lot of this is my fault, because I've been such an emotional flood the past few weeks, but I don't know how to stop that unless I find some way to fix what has been bothering me so much. He's been my rock with all of the problems that have been going on, but that part is gone. Now he's just a part of the problem instead of a relief from it.

I miss the way things used to be.